NiftyNiblick
1960s Chick Magnet
The reality is that despite my inherent gloominess, I have never once contemplated suicide."Accidents" happen.
OTOH, leaving a mess for others to clean up is impolite. In your area, renting a boat to go "fishing" and a body never found leaves doubt. Just don't leave any blood in the boat.
My Plan A is a walk on a mountaintop deep in the woods, facing west at sunset with a handful of pills on a cold night. I'd bring my 1911A1 for self-defense and Plan B. LOL
Obviously that's a last resort. Kinda like Marine leaders who call in artillery fire on their own position when being overrun by the enemy.
If in poor health, another plan is simply drugged/drunk driving off a cliff. Oops. Terrible accident.
Why people are afraid of dying when in severe pain is odd to me. It strikes me as a fundamental fear of facing judgment to fear death when the outlook is hopeless and full of pain.
I still have some function in the family dynamic.
I do very much believe in euthanasia being available for those whose who feel that their lives
have devolved into a completely negative experience. America's oppressive religious influences prevent that.